ARTIST STATEMENT:
my name is Michael G. Leyden. i am nearing 40.
the impetus for my drawing arrives at the sheepshead bay public library.
Sidney teaches us.
i have never previously drawn in my life.
i lost my sons Kevin and Sean after long years of struggle in court.
that is how I identify myself.
Goldie, my third son, is the only equivalent factor by which I define myself.
together we go to library drawing class. art has saved my life.
when there was nothing left to go to,
i went to that.
it did not judge me, cheat me, lie to or betray me.
there is a mutual respect and understanding.
stress is absent.
composition evolves. i am simply
a vehicle.
rented space.
becoming.
i seek acceptance and understanding. i seek purpose and mercy.
i have asked heaven to allow and supply me a reason.
i do not know why i was sent these drawings. i am simply committed to continue.
they make me feel peaceful and satisfied.
clearly, the creative avenue of expression is the sole main way i can exhale the strength of disappointment and regret, love and awe that stew in my spirit.
i have entertained both suicidal and homicidal ideations.
my interpersonal communication challenges loom large.
i fear that i do not deserve to get into Paradise.
and, pray for the direction and forgiveness to deserve that.
may God bless you with smiles.
enjoy the art “for arts’ sake!”. always.
i like you.
Exhibitions/Awards:
Virgin Records Mega Store, Union Square, New York City
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